This is my first time here this year, so I want to wish everyone a great year, with good health and much happiness.
Things have been much the same with being in pain a good deal of the time. I saw my plastic surgeon yesterday, and he said he could reverse the tram flap surgery in hopes this would relieve my pain. He would also cut out a lot of the fat necrosis.
I don't know if this will actually help, and relieve me of pain, but I have to hope it will.
It's a not an overly long surgery, he said. About two hours, and I would be in and out on the same day. I'd have a couple of drains to deal with; not like I don't know what that's all about. Haven't set a date yet.
Of course, this will leave me flat-chested and duly scarred. After all I've been through. Oh fucking well.
The insurance plan I had last year was cancelled at the end of the year, and I had to get a different one. Lots more co-pays now for some reason, and the drug coverage sucks with a huge deductible. I just went to get my pain medication filled, and they told me the cost was $380. Needless to say, I can't get my medication. It's not like the meds help a great deal, but they do something sometimes. Now I am screwed.
So, that's all the mundane crap of my life.
I am just needing to start anew, pain free. I can't go through another year like the last one.